Undescribable

It's the morning of Sunday now. 02.28am.. Well actually, I'm kinda like, waiting someone to get online? But never mind.. I don't even really care whether they get online or not. It's been a boring day today. Nothing seems nothing fishy nor fresh. I've even stayed home the whole day although it's weekend. But no deals, my sister was going off to her annual dinner at night and my niece were half day out with her dad. There's no one who's cooking for our dinner. So that causes I'm in charge to set things well. I've cooked pasta for me myself and my niece. Well cooking Western food wasn't a problem for me so far.. I've already get used to it. In fact, I love it though! *wink* Had supper for tonight again. Which is bought from my sister. Although I know it would destroy my plan for keeping fit, but.. I still wanna dig in those fried noodles and eat like a horse! Hah. I can't help controlling myself. Never mind, I'm starting to work on Monday. Will be slimmer soon. I think? * angel smile* I've made mango pudding tonight! I mean, not just from the packet powder, it's been added with some original mango piece. By the way, I've stolen a piece of mango from my mum's. *evil laughs* xD She suspected me when she get home but I din't admit at the first time. LOL I've been making pudding this time for only one purpose, that is to make a business. I'm giving a try tomorrow night to my boss. I'm gonna discuss with him whether will he accept to team up with me this little business. Well it's a great one if I can get this small business. Because I can still make some money no matter I'm still schooling or not. Bless me with this! Come with me my courage spirits! *laughs* ; ) Lastly, I found that Elaine when online when it was almost 01.30am. Suddenly! Then she told me that Ninja Assasin was a great movie. But I told her that I'm not interested to that kinda movie soon she was like, what the.. *laughs* Sorry girl! Anyway, it popped my mind up with Christmas eve in a sudden. So I've dated her to the glory church at Damai. I've dated Sonia in the last Christmas eve. But I would date her again this year, if she would like to come. That's all for today I think. Abrazos! Chau!

A Friday night

It was Friday today. I mean.. Yesterday.. Because it's like 02.34 in the morning now.. I've been blogging in the midnight recently. The thing was just because I only get online on midnight. I don't really like to get online at Noon nor Morning.. Because.. I just don't feel like and the line was kinda slow. That's the reason I guess. Well.. It's finally the end of the year now.. It's December, the last month of year 2009. And that do also shown that I'm moving to an older age. *shocked* Sounds like I'm really getting older now.. No. Should say, I'm gotta get ready to face my future. Ouh God. It's seems like I'm still too green for it. Dahh.. Anyway, I've bought some new clothes from Christmas shopping today. I've shopped with my eldest sister and my niece today. Because.. My sister were kinda free today. She's on her whole day leave actually. It's the best opportunity for us to shop! =D In fact, my sister was going dinner on Saturday night. So it's absolutely a big NO NO to shop on that day. I'm not gonna prefer a rushing shop neither she do. Bought two clothes and one short pants. Honestly, I love them! *angel face* =D I should have get them earlier because I will have lesser chances to shop later course I'm on my job, again. =.= Hmm.. I think, I'll work harder this time. I gotta be more hardworking. Because there were some facts that let me to appreciate my recent job very much. In fact, my boss was quite.. Gentle and.. Cute? *laughs* LMAO. LOL. I think I'm gonna get some vitamins soon from the phamarcy. Because.. I seems lake of vitamins. Perhaps, it's me myself who din't help to take good care of myself. Anyway.. I've planned to buy before but I've just forgetten about it. It's almost Chrismas soon.. Hope i'll get a BIG present. *laughs* Well honestly, I truely hope it's all $ man! LMAO. That's just because I'm saving it for my next year's trip. To Singapore and Sandakan. Or maybe.. Taiwan? I hope so.. But major saving was for... MY DRIVING LINCENSE! *laughs* I'm crazy about it. Probably, I can't wait! Hmm... But i should! LOL. Okay.. That's all for today's post now. Abrazos! Chau!

Just another day

First of all.. Well it's 06.35 in the morning now. Not to mentioned that my bed was still neat and tidy. Actually that was equal to, well yeah, I've been a vampire the whole night. With no reason though. I think, I was just kinda addicted to the internet? I know that's sounds crazy but, I don't really felt sleepy tonight. I mean.. Today. *wink* But it's kinda good feeling. Because I can watch the moon hanging up highly in the gloomy sky? *laughs* Owh come on, I din't even realize that it was that kinda BRIGHT? Hmm.. I think it's just because when the moon was hanging in the sky alone, and I was n my dream. So, how could I realize how beautiful it was. Not my fault though! *laughs* Lets say welcome to Thursday! Obviously, another day have come came off. Luckily, I got my old job back. Truthfully, it's not working with the old plan which was planned to work at my mum's friend's saloon. Because.. Some problem just came out. Honestly, it's not a HARD thingy for me to get a job. It's just my age problem which always bordering me. Urrgghh! At least, I could start working next week. =) God bless! On the other side, it was summer now at Aussie!! OMG! Honestly, I really hope to step on the land of the kangaroo now. SUMMER man! I truthfully hope that I could feel the heat and fill the view of summer in my eyes baby! Let the wind blow on my face and shinny sun above my head which make me wanna shaded my eyes with my hands. God, bless me with this change. =) Lastly, I'm actually learning French (français) and Spanish (espagnol) now! I love it so much babe! Seriously. Well.. I'm like attending a French class lately for my holiday! It's so much fun I think. *angel face* Think I'm going to have my breakfast with my mother and niece soon! Going to have 'DIM SUM' though. xP Okay, Chau! Hasta pronto! *It's Bye! See u later! in Spanish* Abrazos! *hugs! in Spanish*

My dear bloggy... It's been a lot time I've blogged. Well.. The mood of blogging comes up suddenly. Actually, it was after I've read someone's blog. Well well well.. Words I've read was really touched me up and burst my tears out from the corner of my eye. I never thought you would say that. Honestly.. I hope you to know that, I actually are having the same feeling like you. Our friendship was really seems a miracle to me. I never thought that I would have friends like you. You're crazy, lazy, annoying, a worry-guts, and un-independent. You know what? I regret for din't really appreciate you before. Honestly, I found that I really have a great friend like you this year. Girl, if you could know this I would just want you to know one more thing. You know, you have really been a great friend to me. I mean, your honesty, your jokes, your sense of humour! I won't really be a optimistic person without you in those years. You know what? It's hard to me too for accepting this reality that we're going to be seperated to different class next year? Ouh God, it really takes hard for me because I have been sitting beside I think almost three years I guess. All the things we pass through, was the best memory I ever have recently. You have the best laughter ever among my friends! And do believe me, you are my bestfriend forever! I said this with, crossing my heart. You know, you played an really important role in my high school life. A part of my high school's best memories... I guess I'll miss laughing crazily with you starting up next year. But I hope you could really still hang out with me sometimes next year. You know that, my house door is always welcoming you! In fact, I have your cousins as my neighbour. Well yeah.. I hope at least I could leave a paragraph for your part in my blog. I think.. Thats better than nothing right? God, please bless her with all the best! And please, set devil off her because, she could be falling down easily. God! I've been taking her as my lil'sis in my heart. Hah! Now we got seperated. I strongly hope that our friendship won't faded forever! Anyway, I Love you Gurl! About my high school stuff, as I mentioned I really can't imagine how would I be in class without my perfect lil'friend. Soon as the subjects, I hope I could affort for choosing science stream. Because, hell no I'm going into accountant thingy stream! In fact, I'm really interested in science. I must face the reality no matter how it was! I know I can! *sigh* But I really still can't put up the smiley face. That's a fake for me now.. *sob* What happen to me.. Arrrhh come on, felt really reluctant in a sudden. No choices.. I guess that's the way God want us to be. Maybe there'll be another way waiting for us to discovered to get better. God, I trust on you very much! Please do bless me and my dear friend the best that you could! Thank you! Lastly, Gurl, well, I'm saying that.. Thanks for staying beside me all this time. I'll never ever forget about you! Not even a single laughter you gave before. You're the best! I love you! For now.. It's 03.30am. And it's surely time to say Bye!

Let's just be wild

Was enjoying my favourite song! Urgh! I felt suddenly I was so not me now a days. Sigh. I was so wild and crazy in the pass. But I begin to turn to so quiet, serious, and caring TOO much. I tried to be a good one, not like sinful, but, I saw that I can't really be. So then, I decided to be wild sometimes, to be bad sometimes, to become an evil sometimes!! Hahaha. xD Be stupid too. Wanna be crazy and doesn't care any more things. Wow! Why do you want to act this way? I can't get it. I really can't get it. I can't help myself to maintain these things to you. Because.... I don't really know what are you thinking about. And meanwhile, why can't you just let me get through your mind? *Totally dissapointed* AND YOU! Can you just fuck off?! Don't make me to feel your words were just bullshits! I trust your words so much before but now you did these to me??!! WTF! You always stole something from me. I HATE YOU SO MUCH!!!! Stop lighting yourself up between my relationship you faker! FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!! Get lost! Keep your shit ass stuck on the commode you asshole! What the held you are still living in this world! Bitch!!! Fine. Finally I realize that I hate someone so much! Stop acting you faker! Sigh. Tired of it. I think I should just stay with the champagne. Just be wild and crazy and the most important was............ NO VEXATION!!! haha. xD All right. I think thats all for today. Ta-da!

Untitled

I'm just hoping that if we could be back to normal.. Hidding something from you was just because there was reason behind it.. I was just maintaining a great relationship between us. But... You choose to leave? Speechless with it... I though you do appreciate it very much, but it seems that you don't really.. Not even a chance to explain. Not even a chance to understand.. There won't be a rainbow before the rain. There won't be a great relationship before hardwork on it.. Sigh. Alright, if this is what you wish for, as a best mate, I've choosen to respect you desicion. But still, there will be a welcome back at any time no matter when it is, midnite, noon, morning, nor the other time, I'm always welcoming you with a great big hug. Truthfully, I, never ever betray you. I'm just doing things behind you without let you knowing because I know that, if you know what I'm doing for you, sure you'll stop me down. So... sigh. Nevermind.. you'll never know how much care I have given out.. People, please, forgive what ever someone did wrong to you before. Because you'll never know that they were regret doing such things to you. Don't simply get angry to people who makes you get mad at them. Because you'll never know that they were doing the best things for you. Appreciate what do people around you did for you. Because you never know that how lucky you are to know them in your lifetime. Indeed, they were doing things for you. Do encourage and help those people around you. Because you'll never know that how lucky you are to have a chance to be the one to help them up. Remember, don't ever be lazy. Because there was no easy work in this world, and you will just success with the hardwork. At last, LOVE EVERYONE AROUND YOU! Gave a smile and gave a greet to them whenever you meet them. Because you never know that if thats the last met you have with them.

Speechless.

Alright, first of all, let's pause for my Jane character for a post. In this post, I'll make it short, and clear. Days turning fast, it's almost the exam week now but I still unprepared due to problems occur recently. First, about my lappy, still confusing for whether Asus or Acer. I've heard Asus's quality were much more better than Acer, so that it's price was totally higher than Acer. But, the thing was, Acer was much more famous in Malaysia. When investigate yesterday afternoon. When I get back, the quarrel started. Someone change her mind suddenly, she's going to postpone my lappy welcome home plan to after my big examination this year! WTH! Thats totally a big NO for me!! I was totally in high temperature that time! Quarrel started and suddenly kareena gave a call, OMG, it's so hard to get control of my temper. I've working so hard for my investigation but you wanna postpone my plan? WHAT THE! The sound of slamming the door again, and the sound of higher voices. But soon, I turn back and controlling my temper to make their decision change. Thank God! With the helping of my eldest sis I'm going to fetch my lappy back after the celebration party of my house. Kayla call up again later, well.. I've asked for her confirmation of her attendence to my house celebration before. And also, she have rejected me but without reason, due to some reasons that day I dint continue for getting her reason. Soon, I ask for the reason in the phone, and she answer me that, she.... The problem was the feeling??!! Well.. I don't know what reason should I gave at this moment, I was just like, stun?? Well.. I can't describe my feelings, but, I just feel that it was like, am I too over? Or is she.... I don't know.. Maybe I was too over, I though we were both at high level but, she was worry about the feeling she have, and shows it's still a distance, so I feel that I have too over in it. So... I don't know... Speechless with it.. Maybe I should just turn it to normal..... Actually, I was just curious about her respond, wasn't that I wanna to force her to attend. So... I think I have to refresh myself, change my way I was, don't be too over again. And.. reflesh back to before, I was a person like, doesn't care too much for the others and thinking positive and not so emotional. Hmm.. Maybe I should turn back to that way. I don't know.. It's end of the month again. Financial problem was always a friend of mine at the end of the month. But, it'll leave me again very soon. Still considering to buy an extra phone again. Still considering to buy a hamster again. : D Well my dear bloggy, will talk u soon again. THE END.

My favourite night

As my title mentioned, this post was regarded to my favourite night. The night that I appreciate a lot more than anything. Actually, this post should be posted at yesterday night, but due to the lacking chance of blogging, this post have been postpone till today to be post. *sigh* Still investigating on laptops to find a perfect one to prevent from ending in regrettion. My plan was, waiting the next PC fair as my sis's advise. No deal, at least, I still can gain a chance while waiting to work on investigating. Well for my part of favourite night, it was just a speechless thingy. As still from my memory, it was the 7K sunset charity run yesterday. It was lucky that yesterday was a great shinny day from the past few rainny days. It the beginnig, I was late to attend. Everyone have started to run but not me. I have just arrive at around 5.30pm. Alright, it still many people behind there, so I just get mix in their queue and JOG. Although my buds wasn't with me but I feel that this would be better than if they were around. At least, I can keep my mouth shut and concentrate in my jog. Just as usual as I jog every weekend. Not a big deal for me anyway. ^^ Sometimes, it's great to be alone. On my jog way, I saw a lot of my classmate too, and, my EX. *laughs* Soon of course, my dear gave me a call, she said we would meet at time square, so I just jog as normal ( with excitement of course) till I saw my dear. *laugh* I can't even gave a word to her while I reached her, the reason was just, I need to gain my breathe back. That was my exercise's rule. Sorry my dear. *wink* Later, we jog all the way till the finish line. BUT, suddenly, a classmate of ours came to mix up with us. Hmm.. Undeciderable whether it's a good or bad news.. Luckily, at last she leave to her friend. *evil laughs* Skip through those part. We reached the finish line lastly. Both of us are searching for our buds. Due to the network failure, it's hard to connect to the others there. So both of us just keep waiting and waiting till the sky turns dark. Soon, both of us found our buds and seperated. I though I was going to date my dear at that time, but, watching she was with her buds, fine then. After I turn to follow my buds, we when to a place where my Ex was. He's with a gurl, I though thats his new gurl, but when I questioned him, he gave me a shocked face, he gave me a big respone that, 'na li shi oh!'. *lmao* xD Follow then, I sat with him and have a lil' chat with him. Suddenly, my buds comes up and asked me to company her again. So I left with her to buy some food to get her and another guy's tummy fills up. Soon then I borrowed my buds phone and when out for a call. And again, I ran back to mine that was ringing there at my buds place. I when out to answer my sis's phone call again. By the time I when back, they were GONE! OMG. It's hard to call each other here, how could I find them. So as a conclude, I walk to where my Ex was while waiting them back. But unfornately, they was leaving soon to CP. My Ex was like pinching my face and holding my hand swaying for begging me to go with him. But I was like, today was 18th, how could I go with him, I still have an important date later. And still, my buds are following my car back, how could I leave. So I have reject him with heartless. But still, I console him that we'll hang out some days. *laughs* What a kid. He still annoying there, but I just keep laughing and turn my head and leave although he's still lookin at me while he's step to leave. Skip of those part again. While I company my bud to search for my Goddess to get back those lucky draw's ticket, I found my dear alone. And, this would be a great news for me! *LOL* xD I dated her to my place. And soon, I decided to when outside. Two of my buds are following too. But I wasn't gave too much care to them, I just, concerntrating on my dear. It's the first time we walk under the moon. Although there was no moon but stars. As God bless, there was a berth side there. So we walk towards the romantic berth side. Two of my buds claim they were tired, luckily, we found a place for them to keep their bums rest. Thats a great thing for me because finally, we are alone. *evil laughs* I still remember, at 8.35pm of 18th July, was the first time my dear and I watching an aeroplane pass by in the dark sky and stars with it. How wonderful. Never though that we have a chance like this. It was just a 100 way better than I though. Follow then, till the end of the berth side, there's a club car with 3 mans on it to stop people forwarding. So, we just turn back to where we from and walk to another berth side again. With the dim light at the berth side, it was just too romantic then i though. *laughs* It's totally just too much than what I expected. But lastly, it's time for me to call, I'm totally was so reluctant to leave that time. I even stun a few minutes to consider whether to answer my sis's call. As my dear's advise, I followed and have a slow walk back to where we was before to my car followed by the two of my buds behind. Although I din't even snap a picture of us that time but I've taken every image of that moment in my head which won't get faded forever. Referring back now will just cause I miss that moment so much more than anything! Every moment we have, was just so... No word to describe. It's just too sweet. *LMAO* xD Havin' a lot of sweet time there. Someone questioned me, whether I'm regret foor following the charity run, I can assure you that, it's totally a BIG NO that I'll regret! I'm just so bloody enjoy over there! *LOL* xD Anyway, would thank the organizer for having this charity run. And couldn't forget to Thank God, for leading those guy's to held this charity run on my third month anniversary with my dear. Thank God! Amitabha. THE END.

Bad Day.

Cloudy and rainny was still the status of the day. Probably, my mind was blank now. Ate 1 bowl of pan mee and 1 plate of rice , 3/4 of mango for my lunch today. Was just too hungry for nothing drown into my stomach yet since this morning. Well yea, lets just talk about my favourite character, Jane. Hmm.. Or maybe, lets just write a daily life story for her start from today on. Well, things turn bad from today at 11.35am between she and Kayla. Actually, it seems to be a misunderstand. In the beginning, Kayla when sitting beside Jane's place at class. Due to the abseness of the subject teacher, they were chatting to each without worries. But the thing was, Jane was rushing for her subject work that she haven't done yet, but still Kayla was sitting beside quietly. And of course, Jane won't let her to be alone there. So when they start on a topic, Jane decide to shorten her words and make a quick leaving of Kayla. Her plan was actually just, to let Kayla to set back to her place and when she was done with her work, she will probably gonna fetch Kayla back to where she were before. Jane have her work done at last. But unfortunately, i mean, suddenly, misunderstanding occurs. Jane when to fetch her back with sincerely but Kayla seems, reject??! Yea. One thing for sure that, Kayla rejected her with the word I'm busy! *sigh* Well fine, Jane when back to her actual place and started to fool around with Heaster again. They two was totally like, IDIOT. *laughs* xD Soon, Jane found out that the next subject teacher was absence too. So when almost the end of the class, with the empty sitting place behind Kayla, Jane decided to move to behind her sit place together with Heaster. Again they were fooling over there. When almost the end of the class, Jane asked Kayla with her faith, 'Are you really goin to let the result as this?' And she respond, 'Yes. With no regrettion nor reluctant to give up.' In Jane's mind was like, OMG, what the... Alright. It's useless for continue begging. She though, she should respect her decisions. And maybe, it's time to let go. The next class they havin' was a KH class. They move to the workshop as usual. Since then, Jane started to ignore someone again with heartless. But after the dimission of class, Kayla run to Jane and questioned her a few question. But Jane doesn't really have her question clear in her mind, because what in her mind was like, 'you wanna let go so I respect you although its hard for me, but you run to me again suddenly, so, what was your purpose for it actually?' Jane have totally no idea with her doubts. *sigh* 18th of July have gettin nearer, it was just this Saturday. But, there's something comes up in her mind, she found that she would probably quit of her joinning of 7K charity run. And what was she planning for tomorow was to attend her Tennis class, but at recent, problems comes up, so she would be like refresh her mind again to consider whether to join for her Tennis course of class. Jane was like, she totally have no faith that she could get rid of these things so soon. Turning her MSN status to busy was her first way to set herself easier. And without doubts around again. Just a simple network that letting her to go all around the world. And what was she wishing for now was just, end of July, please come faster!! URGH! And one thing that flash a few times back in her mind was, some word one of her friend told her yesterday. One of her friend said that, ' Why are some people ownning a detached private land big house but just ownning a few country-homemade-car.' *shock* This question was the question of Jane when she was in a younger age. Because she feel that the question was just like the situation of her. *laugh* It was miracle that someone would questioned her a question that she have though when she was in a younger age. xD Soon then she realize her dad was just the kind of people who like to invest in a bigger house and belonging but not a luxurious car thingy. How idiot and funny for what she though. Well, I think thats all from me today. Will continue my story in some other day when I'm free. Enjoying life is the best thing ever! : ) THE END.

The non-topic story

Well, first of all, not really in the mood to blog actually. But, it's a great way to spend some times on. Hmm.. I'm trying to blog in another way to show that the actual me. Well guess what? I'm going to be a Godmother for telling stories again. xD Once, there was a gurl name Jane, who come from a well-being family that live in a detached two and a half storey house. Life been joyful for her all the time. She was also a high school student. Studying every single day was just her duty on her age now. Being positive thinking and socializing , enjoying every where was just her first three character. What the damn thing she hates the most was people who are a liar or faker. Thats the most she anti- all the time. Not even a word will go through her ears if she found that you are a LIAR or FAKER! Doesn't matter if you were her family members nor bestbud, it's still the same result. Recently, she met a friend name Kayla. Dear, what was she call her as. Their relationship, wasn't like what you though. It was some kind of.... Complicated I think. But the best thing between them was, the word caring. Day before Jane met her, she swear that, she'll never drop into these kind of relationship again. And in the beginning, honestly, Jane wasn't really put the whole thinggy in her mind yet. But days after, the caring of Kayla melted her mind, and that made her drown again. But things changes now a days, they were way too honest before, but soon, now, things turn upside down. The more closer they are the percentages of honesty decreases. And trustworthy between them too. It probably turns, to the bad way. Jane was quite tired and do consider to quit before. She though that, this game should be over soon. But, soon then, she realize that she can't and she realize that every relationship do have problems occurs all the time. In the end, she decided to stay. She don't wanna deal this relationship as a buisness. Soon when every thing setted right, Jane totally have a great enjoyment in every call they have. Right. On the other matter, was, recently, Jane was still confusing how could she explain the whole thingy and how could she apologize to HER! Arhh!!! It's totally freakin' her mind off! She have confused the whole thingy for days! Urgh.. *sigh* It's the first time she couldn't handle a problem with great confidents and fantastic skill. She was probably, AFRAID???? ARH! No idea. And some addition problem again, someone was wanting a chance from her. Without consideration, you know that, the result of answer will be probably in the bad way. *sigh* But still, she attend his date while hanging the result. Actually, it's not a problem for Jane to reject, but the thing was, the guy was just a kind and guddy-man. By the way, he was a easy-meet friend of hers. What a silly problem! URGH! FCK OFF! Hmm.. I think that all for you today my dear bloggy. Don't feel hungry while I'm not here with you. *Laughs* xD My dear readers, take care. THE END.

Confession

It was friday. The relaxing day for me.. I have lots of fun at school today. I mean fooling around with my friend Heng? (Laughs) xD I'm really get out of control just now. When I calm downed at home, I'm wondering that, what the hack am I'm up to just now??! OMG. I'm just like a crazed one I think? (LOL) xD Didn't even thought that I can be this kindda crazy before. I thought I was mature enough. (LMAO) xD Althought it was fun enough for me, but, something still doubted me. It was her.. I wonder whats in her mind? I try to find some way to get her back like before, but, something comes up, it changes every thing.. Maybe it din't.. Maybe I'm just the one who think too much I think.. (sigh) I have no ways this time.. What if I tell a story this time? Hmm.. Well.. Once, there was a pair of bestfriend call Kayla and Jane. They was a pair of bestfriend almost like pooh and tigger. They never betray each other.. Never lie to each other.. Never let each other down.. Never let each other to be upset.. Never leave each other alone.. Althought they doesn't have a long relationship such a year or longer, but still, they care for each very much. Kayla, attituded like a narrow-minded person, and also, a worry-guts, she afraid that, their unmacthed horoscope will just made them ended with hurts one day. Jane was the one who is a positive thinker luckily, she always find ways to get Kayla out of that kindda thinking. Between every friends, family or neither couples will occurs problems sometimes, Jane, always try hard to prevent and solve problems between them. She try hard, to turn those probs to a smile on their face. Althought, Kayla was still a caring and hardworking person. The patiences of Jane and the caring of Kayla turns their relationship into a better way soon. It turns into a problem-free after an activity of confession when something seems unliked. In the end, their 2 months relationship turns to a year's relationship. But soon.. Something new comes up.. And, things started to change. There was a new comer between them. It was Heaster. The girl with skinny body and evil eyes looking. (LOL) xD Heaster was a hardworking girl same as Kayla. They was just vice versa for conclusion. Heaster comes up to them at a great time, because, by the time was the busy time for Jane. She doesn't have a great way to cheer Kayla up all the time, so, she let her self alone and let Kayla to have fun with Heaster all the time. By the way, it's the better way to be because Jane wasn't talented in homeworks like Heaster. Heaster could help more than her for Kayla. But since then, Jane and Kayla having lesser and lesser topic to talk with.. Honestly.. Jane was tired with it since she don't really know what's with Kayla's mind. Since then, she never get familiar to each again. What's she doing was just ignoring Kayla.. Althought, she regret doing it because she know it's hurt for Kayla. But, there's no other way for her.. The way she's dealing was, to let Kayla to be with the better person, Heaster, who brings her to the bright way and happiness. Well, I think thats for me today. I finish my story. I think it'll going to be another story sometimes. Not really in the mood to blog, words I'm using, was just WEIRD, CHILDISH & UNSUITABLE. AHHHHHHHHHHHH..... God, tell me what the hell is on my mind! I have no answers with it!! Could you answer me? (Laughs) xD Joking. Thats all!! TA-TA! THE END.

The midnight.

Wow. Unbelivable.. It's was 1.50 in the morning but I'm sitting infront of my lappy and reporting to my dear bloggy. (laughs) xD Usually I'm already a dead 1 at bed now, but for now, I'm just back from work and are in the mood to blog. ^^ Sigh. I've just checked my phone just now. And I realize that my buddy have texted me but I din't notice it and din't even reaply?? OMG! How can this happen. I'll never let this happen again. Buddy, I'm so sorry. =.=" Hmm.. For yesterday in this time I was just in the phone with my buddy. (laughs) Imagine how crazy we are. xD I when to wagamama for my lunch today with my cousin. Hmm.. It taste standard I think? (laughs) For me, I'll prefer Sushi King. It's easy, because there's my favourite food there. xD Soon.. Preparing to work. Urgh... But.. I'm freaky freak for today, because I've call my buddy for 5 times today?? I think. How crazy am I. I can't even realize that. (laughs) xD Ouh no, I guess its yesterday? Because its almost 2 in the morning now. xD Sorry again buddy, for the disturbing.^^ Well, there's nothing special on my work part today. But.. There's a guy who's really freakin me out. OMG! Did I say that??! (laughs) Actually he was quite nice guy, I mean, a gentlemen I think? By the time we are free, he's here to disturb me. And by the way, he was so humour man! And cute too.. I remember that, when he started to play the guitar and sing, I can't even get my sight out of him. I'm soo into him. (LOL) xD But.. The relationship between us was just only friends, I know he's trying to ask for my number, but, I think its impossible that I'll let you. (LOL) xD Sorry dude. I prefer we joke together and even cheer each other up when we are tired or moodless. They almost sing with their guitar and fool around at the back when we are free. (LOL) It's quite relaxing I think. (laughs) xD Hmm.. There was also a new commer working from today on. She's Bajau. Long hair. But.. I hope she's great in her job so that I can rest for few times. (laughs) xD What an idiot thinking. Okay, I don't mean it. I still have to keep my responsible on. Thats only the real me. ^.^" Hmm... I'm home and tired now. Non of them on my contact list was online-ing. Sigh. Fine. Going to bed after talking to my bloggy. (laughs) ^^ But sure I'll continue online-ing tomorrow. The End.

The word tired

Sigh.. Getting tired easier now a days. May I know the reasons? Sigh. Its obviously proven that I'm not suffering in any diseases. But.. Hmm.. Maybe without enough slept I think. Since last time I've been to medical check up, it proven that I'm not suffering in Thalesemia, and its all in standard. Hmm.. I'm so tired.. Easily.. Gonna change my batery back-up soon. (Laughs) It was Sunday. As for school, its a yeah!! Tomorrow's a school day. As for employees, its urgh, working like a workaholic again. But.. For me, its a WORKAHOLIC! Urgh!! I really need someone to donate some oxygen & energy for me now. (Laughs) About yesterday, I've been to Tanjung Aru plaza. Its really like a horrible place there. When I have my first step in, what I have in my sight was just a sound with Kadazan's music but without peoples around building. What the.. sigh. At least, I bought a lil' cute kiddy bottle of sweet beverage from the korean mart. (Laughs) It was blue in colour but its soooo da cute man! xD I love it!! (Laughs) xD Sweet moments pass in a faster way all the time, going to work after shopping and follow then to the beach. At my work place, it was really busy for saturday night after my boss has hang up the big advertisment outside the cafe. Wow! How useful, but I think, it was like 'too useful'! I even have my dinner at almost 11pm man. Urgh! No choice.. I was really dead when I was home. I was like using my back-up enegy. I din't even blow my hair after washing it. (laughs) xD Imagine how dead am I. Yeah... No WORK for today! Its a BIG laugh for me. I wroke up early in the morning. But its wasn't usaul actually. The reason was just I thought that my sis was going to citymall for her communion. So I was been shock up when I heard her phone rang outside. How IDIOT!! Urgh!! I was having my sweet dreams actually.(laughs) I check the time in my phone, it was almost 9am! I thought she have left so I ran outside and check upstairs and downstairs as quick as possible. What a great exercise early in the morning! Running staircase! sigh. Finally, I got her out there in the veranda. And I got the answers from her we're going to KDCA soon and follow then to 1Borneo. (...) No words, I thought that we're going to citymall. Fine. I when online follow then, it was just my pleasure thingy. ^.^ I have my mango delight cake from secret recipe(my favourite) as breakfast. Follow then departing to KDCA soon to 1Borneo. There were so many people there. The parking was almost full too. Can't imagine that! How terrible. Been to guardian for the most important for my dear L'OREAL facial cleanser. (Laughs) Its soo important to me. I love you dear!! haha.. Reminds me of the cute humour boy at my workplace again. Times pass so fast.. I'm home after shopping at 1Borneo at around 6pm. When online again for the 1st thing. (Laughs) Restaurant city, my favourite part. But halfway online, someone accidently lead me to my bad temperament. (laughs) 'sorry larh my 'dear', I'm just too tired and having bad condition of moody'. ^^ Arh!! I think thats all to jot down at my dear bloggy today, I'm so tired again. (...) The End.

The teardrops

It was the third day of exam today. We have 3 subject for our exam today, and they are known as Mathematic, Geography, and PSK. There's no obstacles for my examination today. But.. When I reaches home, things come up. I have my lunch as usual at my kitchen's table, but today, I take 'ko chung' again for my lunch. In the last bite of my delicious food, my mum start up her words, its not a good news. I concern all my sight and my mind on her, but, in the first eye i glance on her, I know its not a good news coming out from her mouth. And, its already shows out obviously in the tenses on her face while she's letting out her words. I take a deep breath, deep til inside the bottom of my heart, and sollow the food i have taken it while exhaling.. With no more seconds for waiting, my mum told me that " MY CAT IS MISSING!". In a sudden, i fell just like thunder hitting on my head or even my heart, my mind blanks once again. And just in a second, my spirit return again, and my mind started to function again. I was thinking, God, please tell me it was just a fake, or it was April fool again today, or whatever it was just don't let that happen to my poor sick cat. I know, I'm not really a great responsible owner, I know I should bring Bassal to the clinic for check up but, I'm facing my personal financial problems now a days. And soon, I clear up the table to get downstairs to try to search for Bassal while throwing my Mocha can to my recycle bin. My tears start coming to visit me again, I've thrown a farewell-call to my tears before since long ago, but now there're back again. My tears hang in the corner of my eyes, I try not to drop it carefully, but, it still hold on straight to fall way down on my face. IMPOSSIBLE! Sigh.. I can't control it. It reminds me of the membership of SPCA, as a member of SPCA, I should try my best to treat my pets as well as I colud. Finally, God helps me out when he heard my pray. Miracle shows out, there's a sound coming out from the garage of my dad. It was bassal! With the cover of his eyes by his eye's cornea, still he can't recognise me. In this moment, the whole thing warm-up my heart. I when off to inform my mum of that, she just keep quiet without responding me. sigh.. Fine, I when online follow then. There's was few contacts on my list who were online. One of them, my sister. Yeppy! My life saver have come to me, she chat me and I told her the whole thing what have happen. Soon, she discussed the thingy with my elder sis. In the end, I get the conclusion from her that they are willing to sponsor me out for Bassal's medical treatment's fare. WOW! I'm lucky enough now. The problem have just been solve easily. Shinny sun rise up again in my mind. 1,2,3,4.. The song been play again in my lappy. It just let me feel like, so cheer up! (Laughs) xD Think of my schoolmates and school buisness again. (Laughs) It's just way too funny that I've been caught once again for wearing short-stocking. It's not the first time! (LOL) xD and, the funny part, my buddy keep apologising to me. Wohoo. I can't stand it no more. I stop her for a thousands time but she's still the same. sigh.. As I mentioned before, for me, no matter what happens, friends & family do come first and thats a forever. No matter how wrong or how terrible my friend or family done wrong to me, a forgiving still will appears them. And, God says, that a must too. Amitabah. ^^ How holly. (Laughs) xD Dui.. I do confess to God what I have done wrong always, and of cause, pray hard. ^.^ Once again, God I beg you, please send happiness and even success to the people around me espeacially my friends & family. Make them stay away from devil and walk on the bright way with Your caring. Amitabah. Save them from difficult living ways and forgive them whatever they did wrong. Amitabah. Ouh.. It's great to pray in my bloggy. (Laughs) xD THE END.

The Day I'm at hell

The day have come. The day I've waited for months. It was the exam day, the second day of exam with the subject History, Bahasa, & PS. I woke up at 2.30am in the morning to study so hard for today's exam. The most I studied was just my History. I almost finish all Form 1's chapter. Soon, I take my bath and get my breakfast and my 'essence of chicken'. By the time on the way to school, in car, I'm still studying. But I change to study my Bahasa Novel. Soon, almost arrive school, I'm busying of tying my hair. At last, I arrive school. By the first step when I arrive school, I was full of confidence with this Mid Year Exam. I thought, I could just pass throught everything easily. But.. Things turn back, it's not going to be the good way. It's turning to the bad way. That means I'm going to F-A-I-L-E-D!! (Sob) This thinking appears in my head by the time of History examination. I work hard to study all of the Form 1's chapters, but most of the questions are from Form 3's chapters. OMG! What could I do. Devil turns to me this moment, asking me to cheat onmy test pad, I can't stand it, in my mind was, come on I can't failed! So turn my head to my friend beside me to peek foir my friend's answer, but, I stopped. I can't do this, this wasn't fair to my friend, so i decided to just shoot thoose answer by common sense. Arhh!! I'm so died! I have lost all of my inspiration and feelings and what ever the hell is in my head. It was just empty but with a OMG nad a big FAILED word in it. I fall my head..... (Urgh!) Laying on the table and think, what have I done, it's really going to happen something big deal if I din't did well in my test.. (Urgh..) (sob) teardrops hang on the corner of my eye, but, NO! It can't drop! It's my fault din't study hard. Sigh. How regret I was.. I shouldn't when out in the beginning.. sigh.. Fine, failure is the mother of success, no use with regrettion. Class dismiss after a while. I carry up my step towards my bag then thought the exist of school with moodless. I can even get my mind in whatever my friend was talkig to me. I can't even remember what I have answer them since now. (haha..^^) Rainy time fck off. It's totally not like the real me. Eww.. Such a drama queen. (Laughs) xD I when to post office with my dad to collect my sister's parcel after that. It was like, Wow, The whole people sat at the post office was watching at us. My sister's rubbish was too many then i thought. Hmm.. Wonder how's the house like now at KL. Does it been renovated? No ideas. I when to popular at citymall after that, at last, I bought the book that I was waiting for. It was 3.30pm, and I was on the way back to home. I reach home finally, then I saw that my cousin was here. HAH! It was my chance to ask her how is she at Form 6 now. Then, urgh. Bad news for me, some of my cousin was coming to Sabah. OMG! Is that a good news? I was so sick... The two 'ko chung' that I ate just now make my stomach troumbled now make me feel so unwell. SHITTTTTTTT!!! Don't make me absent school for tomorrow! Still kindda down with the reason of my exam. sigh. Fine, let me find someone at MSN. (Laughs) xD If there were someone who can talk. ^.^ The End.

It's almost the exam day

It's almost the day of my exam. I when to popular yesterday to search for extra reference books to do extra revision. Until today, I decided to buy it and going soon later. (...) (sigh) There is a Tennis compotition helding later actually. But.. I don't wish to attend. Think of it, it was the weekend!! (Urgh!!) I think I'm just gotta abstain for my competitor's status. By the way, I know I'll loose the game. It was quite sunny outside there, but not really in the mood to blog. Whenever I'm in the mood, I din't gain a chance. (Urgh!!) How pitty. I slept quite late last night, it was almost 3am. (Laughs) Because of the watching of the movie. (...) Going out soon to repair my dump phone. But seriously, I don't even have the mood to call or text people without my phone. (sigh) Hmm.. There's 1 thing appears in my mind always. It's the question what's the most important to me? I think my answer will be like Friends & Family is always the 1st for me no matter how. No doubt on this. U know that, these is the thing that you can keep the most and it's forever. No expire dates, no moldy, and even, they will give you the most happiness every time. Am I right or wasn't I'm right? (Laughs) I think it's all for me today. Because I gotta go now! Chau! ( Bye in spanish) The End.

The special day of my

(...) actually, in the beginning I'm not really in the mood to blog. But.. after chatting my buddy, seems like it cheers me up to blog. xD With no more consideration, I begin to start blogging. hmm... Let me think, owh.. I think I can't really post a great post this time. Because my eyes was like keep on spinning round with out of control. I'm really tired right now. Plus, I stay at school till 4.15pm just now. (Laughs) It way real cool for today staying at school althought I'm really tired enough for being whole night vampire yesterday night. Actually I have decided not to stay in the early morning before I when to school. But... One of my buddy say that she's going to stay, so.. Why don't I? (Laughs) xD This useless Geography notes was just freaking me out. Urgh!! waste my whole night time.. Fine, forget about it. I have class as usual. But in the last period of my class, I begin to get more excited, plus the teacher is also not around! Yes!! It's almost the time of class dismiss then I can go to date. That's what I'm thinking. (Laughs) xD Walah.. It's the time. I ran to the class of my friend. Unfortunately, she ask me to accompany her to phone her mum because she's not staying. Fine, thats better. (Laughs) xD How bad am I. After she leave, I saw one of my guy friend coming to me, then I suggested him to the canteen to buy a tin of 100 plus. because you know that, it's real hot outside there now a days. (sigh) We when to the library at first because I wan to leave my bag there. By the way, I can check that whether the person I dated is that kindda on time? (wondering) (sigh) she's not there, fine, way to the canteen. I saw there were my friends sitting in the front sit of the canteen. (waooo... thinking of how on time is the people I dated) (sigh) (Laughs) xD After buying my 100plus lime, I sat with them. But... sometimes, sure people wans to be a bit naughty. (Laughs) I try to ignore one of my buddy, oh boy.. It's real funny that time. I can't stand to laugh out loud! xD Almost forget my friends at library, i leave after a while then way back to the library. I push open the door of the library, it was real silent inside. hmm.. but why could I still heard someone whisppering? (Laughs) ^^ my friend left so i decided to sit with another friend. But.. the bad thing is, it's hard for me to concentrate when my friends were around. (Laughs) xD In the end, my buddy arrive. (haha..^^) Funny. I still ignore her. Wow, nice game. (Laughs) xD sorry girl! I won't repeat it again next time i swear or else it's true. xD One of my friend from there come to me in a sudden, it was so curious, she asked me whether I'm mad of my buddy. But.. DAhh.. Will I ever mad at her?? (Hahaha..) xD But in the end, my friend who I sit with need to leave then. I send her till the entrance door then I turn back to my sit again. Not until 5 minutes, karen come to me, and ask, is there anyone here. I replied her, if it's for you there's no one here but if it's for the others there is people here. (Laughs) xD That was funny. We sat there and started our conversation. That's when our date begin. (ahaha..) xD Come one everyone, don't think of things silly and negative. Life won't be fun without joyful. ^.^ Cheers gurls! Urgh.. My eyes keep spinning round again, by the way I din't wear my spec on too. xD So.. I think thats my blog for today. The End.

Follow on the blogging day

time past real freaking fast. It's just like a blink of an eye, it's already the next day. (sigh) *.* (...) I wake up at 10pm in this morning, prepare to breakfast with my family. (I know it's quite late) (Laughs) xD I'm done and sitting to wait for my family downstairs with still my sleepy eyes. In my head was just, can't they be more on time? (sigh) No longer waiting we begin to depart after discussion of going which place. There are too many of us so we decided to depart with 2 cars. I've choosen to follow my sis's car as usual. We when to have Dim Sum for today's breakfast. OMG, I'm halal man. (sigh) (...) No choice, have to broke my rules once. (Laughs) xD I start thinking again, my sis would be sick of me very soon because there's many thing I can eat with them. (Laughs) xD Still remember that night they forgotten I'm a halal one then we accidently when to a non-halal restaurant to have fried noodles. We found a great sit and started to order follow then. I try to insinuate my sis, luckily she get my message in the end and change the order into seafood fried noodles. (Laughs) xD My sis started to nag me again why din't I remind her in an earlier so that we won't be in this restaurant. But.. Inside of me.. I'm laughing! xD Right, come back to things what have happen, we arrive there at 11.03am and leave at 11.38am. (Laughs) xD I enjoy the food there, I'm really very full that time. *.* Follow then I have choosen to follow my sis's car again, I won't be that kindda type like to go back home so early. As long as there's a way to when out, I'll go way out! (Ahahaha..) xD But .. the great news is we when to KK, bad news is she's going to the market. (sigh) I hate it. But in the end I choose to stay in the car, as you know, it's really very hot outside there!! (sigh) (...) We leave after a while, when we pass by the traffic light, guess what, I saw 1 of my friend and we wave at each other. (Laughs) xD Think about it, how lucky we are can meet each like that. (Laughs) xD It's my way back to home after that, when I reach home, the first in my head was, I'm gotta hang up my chothles. (sigh) Have to complete my other work as soon as possible. (...) I act like a robot, complete all of my work which need to be done as fast as I can. In the end, YES!! I'm done! ( Laughs) xD I ran up to my sis's room to get my phone which charging on top of her cabinet. I started to check my phone is there any message. (hehe..^^) Yea.. There is. I slow everything down, can't be too drastic in my weekend, especially tomorrow is my school day. YES!!! I love to attend my school! (Laughs) xD For me, going to school was just like cheering people up, chatting, having fun, laughing out loud, and of cause studying also. (Laughs) ^^ I'm ecxited of it. It's something like a monkey setted out from the jailed. (Laughs) xD How silly I am. My sis loose promise again, she said we are going to 1 Borneo but now I'm still sitting here blogging. (sigh) I turn on the song "2 in the morning" by NKOTB again, it's just a usual thig for me. Not going to my Tennis lesson again today, by the way it's going to rain too. I think I'm going to stop for 1 month to my Tennis lesson for my coming school exam end of this month. I must get to study harder then before to prevent regrettion again. (sigh) Last time's exam result really freak me out man!! I really get sense of loss everytime when someone ask about my last exam again. (sigh) (...) Fine, failure is the mother of success. Think possitive. hmm.. ''stare at you'' by NKOTB. Isn't that a nice song? (Laughs) xD It really sounds so relaxing... Going to stay at school tomorrow til 4pm. I hope I can finish all of my works there. ^.^ hmm... I think it would be a great night today and a great delicious dinner for today. xD (...) I think this is all for me to blog today. The End.

2nd day of my blog

(...) every thing was fine for today. Only 1 thing that really irritating me, that is there is a guy name B keep texting me. Actually there's really not a problem for me to receive people's text but the thing is, he wanted me to reaply his text. That was the only thing I hate to do if i'm not really interested. (Urgh!!!) I really get faith up! Finaly, I reaply his text with the reason that I din't reaply his text was just under busy situation and hope he understand, I did mention in the end I think we are still normal friend. (OMG, I know this really hurts a lot) I'm really mad that time, so I din't ever think of the conseqeunce of the thingy I have done. (sigh) (...) I din't go for my Tennis lesson today, by the way, I'm a vegetarian for Wesak Day today. ^^ Follow then, me, my dad, my two sister follow by my niece are going to the market to buy something to our next visit to my aunt's house for my 81st grandmother for mother's day. (very old huh) (Laughs) ^^ After discussion of few of us at the market, we bought a bottle of liqueur and some other things that my grandmother usually needed for her. We really have to rush up to buy those thing because after visiting my grandma we are going for a jog at the park as usual. By the time we walk from the exit of the market, I turn to the right side of the market, it was the Ocean cafe, the place where I always work for. It was just 4pm that time, the sun still shine bright in the sky, they just started they buisness. (wondering when can I get back to work) I really like to work there, I treat everyone there as my friend and even the boss. He was kindda cute, smart and gentle by the way. (Laughs) xD It was real hot outside there, we when as fast as we could inside the car. In the car my eldest sis started the topic we should go to the park to jog, but my third sis was just arguing to Bukit Padang, the place nearby my aunt's house. This arguement really freak my mind off, I talk out with a higher voice in this moment, ''aiya, why don't we just go to the park we usually go, I don't really like the enviroment there at Bukit Padang.'' (sigh) I'm really sick of it. My eldest sis agree with me, conclusion in the end, majority to the park then. (Laughs) xD I reaches my aunt's house, I saw my grandmother inside the house and my cousin was playing the game in his laptop, my aunt was not around because they have when to a trip to the island. Almost half an hour we stay there. We leave for the reason we are going to jog after that. (Laughs) (It was true actually) ^^ On the way to the park, I started to prepare my self. Make sure my cap and my shoes are on. And the most important is, keep myself tidy. (Laughs) xD We arrive the park at almost 5 minutes from my aunt's house to the park. How lucky, we found a great parking place there. I jump down from the car like a kid with impatient and walk towards the walk-way of the park. I jog myself in the final, I can't waste my time for waiting them anymore. I started my first step. Every time I jog, things must will started to pop up in my mind again. (...) I usually use my jog time to think of every thing that I need to solve. The text thingy appear in my mind again, I grab my phone out from my pocket and slow down my steps, I begin to text the B guy again, for apolozige what I have done just now. (sigh) (...) Finally, he reaply me as he is really sad when he saw my text just now. I don't care how hurt it is, I must do this, I must let him to know and make him clear we are still normal friends, so in the end I din't reaply him even a single word when I recieve his text. (...) I don't want to think of that anymore, I try to think things that happen in my school. (Laughs) ^^ There are really lots of fun, especially with my friends. ^^ I love school~! xD In was quite quiet outside here, but suddenly, my niece run to me and broke the silence, she told me there's a mixed handsome guy around here and thats her friend's brother, so we decided to walk nearby where that handsome guy is as purposely. (Laughs) xD We end up our jog after 6 rounds, we when off to the car after that, I grab my 100 plus where I bought from the market just now out from the car and drank. Not until 6 minutes, I have finish drinking of it. (Laughs) xD I'm still full of energy after that, my sis drive us to her new house for a while. No longer staying there, we leave and going way back to home. (sigh) I have become tired in this time, I when for a cup of tea and a piece of snack. After that, I when for a bath and soon started on my homework. (shocked) (...) Can't believe I'm doing my work! (Laughs) xD Actually I'm not really a hardworking person doing homework in the weekend like this, I think I'm really effected by 1 of my buddy. She's a very hardworking person, and really a caring, understanding person. Now a days, there's really hard to find a person like her. (Laughs) xD Thanks to her no matter how. (...) After completing my work, I started to turn on the computer again, but it failed to turn oon again. (Urgh!!!!) What the #! I have to use my sis laptop once again. (sigh) Nevermind, just as long as I can online. (Hehe..^^) Don't know since when, I found that blogging can be a good habbit that can improve your composition's skills. Actually I don't really like to blog before, it's just... Effected by my friend again. (Laughs) What a get effected easily person! xD Well it's a good habbit. I hope I could always update my blog lately! The End.

The day of my blog begin

hmm.. what a special day today is. Its friday for today, after the dissmiss of my last period of class today, what I saw was everyone was carrying their bags on their back and a few books holding on their hand then walking out throught the class door and so then the school gate. In this moment I turn to my classmate beside me and said " What a well-being day you have, I hope I can be like you to, after school then walk straight away back home". She wink a smile to me and say " Well yes I do". (Laugh) xD Guess why will I think of that, the reason is just because I need to stay at school till 5pm for my Tennis competition! Urgh! (sigh) Actually it's really not a big deal for me, but the thing is just I din't really master my Tennis skill yet, so try to think of it, how could I play in a part of the competiton and the most important is 'INFRONT OF EVERYONE'! Urgh!! Daw!! By the time this thing pops up in my head, i would be like OMG, what should I do, this really gotta kill me out! (sigh) No choices, I already reaches the confines, I must front this thing with all my brave spirit and fear. 3 minutes trancing in my class with no one around, one of my friend from the other class walk by my side and shock me up. (Laugh) What a day-dreamer! (sigh) After that, she took her tennis racket that have been taken good care by me and tell me that we sholud leave now, or else, you know, you can be a idiot sitting in the class and trancing like me. (Laugh) xD We walk together till the canteen, the first thing I consider when I reach there was just, where's my DEAR? (Laugh) xD Wait, don't missunderstand, she was just a friend of my that I cares a lot. (....) Finally, I found her and one of another friend with her in the end of the canteen ( the malay stall). With no more consideration when the first eye i saw them and ran straight foward to them. (Laughs) I have been missing them for 2 periods because they when for their agama class in an earlier. ( Wondering how silly I am) (Laughs) xD After that, my tennis friend come to me again, asking me to change to our sports T together. (...) Follow then after changinng, I walk back to my 2 special friend's place again, sitting side by side was just that feeling so warm. ( AWW! Was joking) ( OMG, I thought that it was a sunny hot day??) (Laughs) Okay now, sweet time really pass very fast just like a blink of an eye, is it? (...) After enjoyment, it's too hot for us to sit there and chatting, so we just move our ass off to the library toghether. Unfortunately, when we reaches the library, I and my buddy found that 1 of our friend is not around, because they arrive there in an earlier so we have no idea what happen. Cloudy days must will appear a sunny sun, luckly we saw a another friend of her and we get informed that she leave her own because of without the library card she can't get into the library. In this moment, in my head was like blank for a while with not even a signal, I was thinking like, OMG, how could she leave her own outside there ( althought it was just still in the school compound) , but, I can't just leave my friend like that, so then I and my buddy decided to search for her outside there. In the end, we found her. I was like, thank God, because it's really very hot outside there so i'm not going to turn every where again. (Laughs) xD I ran to my bag after that to get my student card for her to get in to the library as fast as I can (because they was waiting under the hot sun that i don't really like to see they suffer like that), because i'm going to my Tennis so I don't really need that card. After that, I send them half way back then I turn back to the oven tennis court. I watch and study carefully how do they play because I don't really master yet. After more than half an hour, my fellow buddies came again. We sat under the tree and chatting like the seagulls. It's really my honour to friends like them that talking to me when i'm nervous about the game. ( Thanks girls! K & S) Joyful time pass real fast, for me i feel like just for a while then it's almost the time they have to go. I try to ask them to stay for few more minutes but S must leave with reasons, so, no choice, i must let her go. Thanks to K, she still there, so that I still can stay away from the bored confines. (Laughs) xD But she still need to go after that, I accompany her to her way home and back to my Tennis court. At that time, is the time of sunset, so it won't going to be that hot. (Yay!!) ^^ Continue watching the game and chatting to another friend of my. In the end, (arrhhhhhhhh!!!!) waste my time! It's still not 5pm yet but the lazy teacher said that it's over and we'll continue next week. In my head was like, WHAT THE #! We are the next team! (sigh) (...) Fine then, think positive. After all, it really wasn't that bad, we when out with our new Tennis form 1 friend to the shed outside for waiting our parents to fetch us. In this time, a cute guy with 1 of my guy friend come by, we have a lil talk then. After my guy friend leave, this cute guy was like a gentlemen, he borrowed a guitar from his friend and ask for a sit beside me and playing a song. ( Oh my GOD!) xD He handle the guitar back to his friend after a while, then he turn to me and have a lite talk for a while. (Laughs) (Seems like i'm already in the heaven) xD He was really a cute guy and just 2 years older then me! ^^ He leave after we have conversated almost around 15 minutes because he's car have arrive. hmm.. my Tennis friend come to me again, joking around was just my type! ^^ by the way, cheering people up is a good thing isn't it? In the end my car have arrive too, i have to go after having a farewell call to my fellow friends there. The End.