The Day I'm at hell

The day have come. The day I've waited for months. It was the exam day, the second day of exam with the subject History, Bahasa, & PS. I woke up at 2.30am in the morning to study so hard for today's exam. The most I studied was just my History. I almost finish all Form 1's chapter. Soon, I take my bath and get my breakfast and my 'essence of chicken'. By the time on the way to school, in car, I'm still studying. But I change to study my Bahasa Novel. Soon, almost arrive school, I'm busying of tying my hair. At last, I arrive school. By the first step when I arrive school, I was full of confidence with this Mid Year Exam. I thought, I could just pass throught everything easily. But.. Things turn back, it's not going to be the good way. It's turning to the bad way. That means I'm going to F-A-I-L-E-D!! (Sob) This thinking appears in my head by the time of History examination. I work hard to study all of the Form 1's chapters, but most of the questions are from Form 3's chapters. OMG! What could I do. Devil turns to me this moment, asking me to cheat onmy test pad, I can't stand it, in my mind was, come on I can't failed! So turn my head to my friend beside me to peek foir my friend's answer, but, I stopped. I can't do this, this wasn't fair to my friend, so i decided to just shoot thoose answer by common sense. Arhh!! I'm so died! I have lost all of my inspiration and feelings and what ever the hell is in my head. It was just empty but with a OMG nad a big FAILED word in it. I fall my head..... (Urgh!) Laying on the table and think, what have I done, it's really going to happen something big deal if I din't did well in my test.. (Urgh..) (sob) teardrops hang on the corner of my eye, but, NO! It can't drop! It's my fault din't study hard. Sigh. How regret I was.. I shouldn't when out in the beginning.. sigh.. Fine, failure is the mother of success, no use with regrettion. Class dismiss after a while. I carry up my step towards my bag then thought the exist of school with moodless. I can even get my mind in whatever my friend was talkig to me. I can't even remember what I have answer them since now. (haha..^^) Rainy time fck off. It's totally not like the real me. Eww.. Such a drama queen. (Laughs) xD I when to post office with my dad to collect my sister's parcel after that. It was like, Wow, The whole people sat at the post office was watching at us. My sister's rubbish was too many then i thought. Hmm.. Wonder how's the house like now at KL. Does it been renovated? No ideas. I when to popular at citymall after that, at last, I bought the book that I was waiting for. It was 3.30pm, and I was on the way back to home. I reach home finally, then I saw that my cousin was here. HAH! It was my chance to ask her how is she at Form 6 now. Then, urgh. Bad news for me, some of my cousin was coming to Sabah. OMG! Is that a good news? I was so sick... The two 'ko chung' that I ate just now make my stomach troumbled now make me feel so unwell. SHITTTTTTTT!!! Don't make me absent school for tomorrow! Still kindda down with the reason of my exam. sigh. Fine, let me find someone at MSN. (Laughs) xD If there were someone who can talk. ^.^ The End.