Speechless.

Alright, first of all, let's pause for my Jane character for a post. In this post, I'll make it short, and clear. Days turning fast, it's almost the exam week now but I still unprepared due to problems occur recently. First, about my lappy, still confusing for whether Asus or Acer. I've heard Asus's quality were much more better than Acer, so that it's price was totally higher than Acer. But, the thing was, Acer was much more famous in Malaysia. When investigate yesterday afternoon. When I get back, the quarrel started. Someone change her mind suddenly, she's going to postpone my lappy welcome home plan to after my big examination this year! WTH! Thats totally a big NO for me!! I was totally in high temperature that time! Quarrel started and suddenly kareena gave a call, OMG, it's so hard to get control of my temper. I've working so hard for my investigation but you wanna postpone my plan? WHAT THE! The sound of slamming the door again, and the sound of higher voices. But soon, I turn back and controlling my temper to make their decision change. Thank God! With the helping of my eldest sis I'm going to fetch my lappy back after the celebration party of my house. Kayla call up again later, well.. I've asked for her confirmation of her attendence to my house celebration before. And also, she have rejected me but without reason, due to some reasons that day I dint continue for getting her reason. Soon, I ask for the reason in the phone, and she answer me that, she.... The problem was the feeling??!! Well.. I don't know what reason should I gave at this moment, I was just like, stun?? Well.. I can't describe my feelings, but, I just feel that it was like, am I too over? Or is she.... I don't know.. Maybe I was too over, I though we were both at high level but, she was worry about the feeling she have, and shows it's still a distance, so I feel that I have too over in it. So... I don't know... Speechless with it.. Maybe I should just turn it to normal..... Actually, I was just curious about her respond, wasn't that I wanna to force her to attend. So... I think I have to refresh myself, change my way I was, don't be too over again. And.. reflesh back to before, I was a person like, doesn't care too much for the others and thinking positive and not so emotional. Hmm.. Maybe I should turn back to that way. I don't know.. It's end of the month again. Financial problem was always a friend of mine at the end of the month. But, it'll leave me again very soon. Still considering to buy an extra phone again. Still considering to buy a hamster again. : D Well my dear bloggy, will talk u soon again. THE END.

My favourite night

As my title mentioned, this post was regarded to my favourite night. The night that I appreciate a lot more than anything. Actually, this post should be posted at yesterday night, but due to the lacking chance of blogging, this post have been postpone till today to be post. *sigh* Still investigating on laptops to find a perfect one to prevent from ending in regrettion. My plan was, waiting the next PC fair as my sis's advise. No deal, at least, I still can gain a chance while waiting to work on investigating. Well for my part of favourite night, it was just a speechless thingy. As still from my memory, it was the 7K sunset charity run yesterday. It was lucky that yesterday was a great shinny day from the past few rainny days. It the beginnig, I was late to attend. Everyone have started to run but not me. I have just arrive at around 5.30pm. Alright, it still many people behind there, so I just get mix in their queue and JOG. Although my buds wasn't with me but I feel that this would be better than if they were around. At least, I can keep my mouth shut and concentrate in my jog. Just as usual as I jog every weekend. Not a big deal for me anyway. ^^ Sometimes, it's great to be alone. On my jog way, I saw a lot of my classmate too, and, my EX. *laughs* Soon of course, my dear gave me a call, she said we would meet at time square, so I just jog as normal ( with excitement of course) till I saw my dear. *laugh* I can't even gave a word to her while I reached her, the reason was just, I need to gain my breathe back. That was my exercise's rule. Sorry my dear. *wink* Later, we jog all the way till the finish line. BUT, suddenly, a classmate of ours came to mix up with us. Hmm.. Undeciderable whether it's a good or bad news.. Luckily, at last she leave to her friend. *evil laughs* Skip through those part. We reached the finish line lastly. Both of us are searching for our buds. Due to the network failure, it's hard to connect to the others there. So both of us just keep waiting and waiting till the sky turns dark. Soon, both of us found our buds and seperated. I though I was going to date my dear at that time, but, watching she was with her buds, fine then. After I turn to follow my buds, we when to a place where my Ex was. He's with a gurl, I though thats his new gurl, but when I questioned him, he gave me a shocked face, he gave me a big respone that, 'na li shi oh!'. *lmao* xD Follow then, I sat with him and have a lil' chat with him. Suddenly, my buds comes up and asked me to company her again. So I left with her to buy some food to get her and another guy's tummy fills up. Soon then I borrowed my buds phone and when out for a call. And again, I ran back to mine that was ringing there at my buds place. I when out to answer my sis's phone call again. By the time I when back, they were GONE! OMG. It's hard to call each other here, how could I find them. So as a conclude, I walk to where my Ex was while waiting them back. But unfornately, they was leaving soon to CP. My Ex was like pinching my face and holding my hand swaying for begging me to go with him. But I was like, today was 18th, how could I go with him, I still have an important date later. And still, my buds are following my car back, how could I leave. So I have reject him with heartless. But still, I console him that we'll hang out some days. *laughs* What a kid. He still annoying there, but I just keep laughing and turn my head and leave although he's still lookin at me while he's step to leave. Skip of those part again. While I company my bud to search for my Goddess to get back those lucky draw's ticket, I found my dear alone. And, this would be a great news for me! *LOL* xD I dated her to my place. And soon, I decided to when outside. Two of my buds are following too. But I wasn't gave too much care to them, I just, concerntrating on my dear. It's the first time we walk under the moon. Although there was no moon but stars. As God bless, there was a berth side there. So we walk towards the romantic berth side. Two of my buds claim they were tired, luckily, we found a place for them to keep their bums rest. Thats a great thing for me because finally, we are alone. *evil laughs* I still remember, at 8.35pm of 18th July, was the first time my dear and I watching an aeroplane pass by in the dark sky and stars with it. How wonderful. Never though that we have a chance like this. It was just a 100 way better than I though. Follow then, till the end of the berth side, there's a club car with 3 mans on it to stop people forwarding. So, we just turn back to where we from and walk to another berth side again. With the dim light at the berth side, it was just too romantic then i though. *laughs* It's totally just too much than what I expected. But lastly, it's time for me to call, I'm totally was so reluctant to leave that time. I even stun a few minutes to consider whether to answer my sis's call. As my dear's advise, I followed and have a slow walk back to where we was before to my car followed by the two of my buds behind. Although I din't even snap a picture of us that time but I've taken every image of that moment in my head which won't get faded forever. Referring back now will just cause I miss that moment so much more than anything! Every moment we have, was just so... No word to describe. It's just too sweet. *LMAO* xD Havin' a lot of sweet time there. Someone questioned me, whether I'm regret foor following the charity run, I can assure you that, it's totally a BIG NO that I'll regret! I'm just so bloody enjoy over there! *LOL* xD Anyway, would thank the organizer for having this charity run. And couldn't forget to Thank God, for leading those guy's to held this charity run on my third month anniversary with my dear. Thank God! Amitabha. THE END.

Bad Day.

Cloudy and rainny was still the status of the day. Probably, my mind was blank now. Ate 1 bowl of pan mee and 1 plate of rice , 3/4 of mango for my lunch today. Was just too hungry for nothing drown into my stomach yet since this morning. Well yea, lets just talk about my favourite character, Jane. Hmm.. Or maybe, lets just write a daily life story for her start from today on. Well, things turn bad from today at 11.35am between she and Kayla. Actually, it seems to be a misunderstand. In the beginning, Kayla when sitting beside Jane's place at class. Due to the abseness of the subject teacher, they were chatting to each without worries. But the thing was, Jane was rushing for her subject work that she haven't done yet, but still Kayla was sitting beside quietly. And of course, Jane won't let her to be alone there. So when they start on a topic, Jane decide to shorten her words and make a quick leaving of Kayla. Her plan was actually just, to let Kayla to set back to her place and when she was done with her work, she will probably gonna fetch Kayla back to where she were before. Jane have her work done at last. But unfortunately, i mean, suddenly, misunderstanding occurs. Jane when to fetch her back with sincerely but Kayla seems, reject??! Yea. One thing for sure that, Kayla rejected her with the word I'm busy! *sigh* Well fine, Jane when back to her actual place and started to fool around with Heaster again. They two was totally like, IDIOT. *laughs* xD Soon, Jane found out that the next subject teacher was absence too. So when almost the end of the class, with the empty sitting place behind Kayla, Jane decided to move to behind her sit place together with Heaster. Again they were fooling over there. When almost the end of the class, Jane asked Kayla with her faith, 'Are you really goin to let the result as this?' And she respond, 'Yes. With no regrettion nor reluctant to give up.' In Jane's mind was like, OMG, what the... Alright. It's useless for continue begging. She though, she should respect her decisions. And maybe, it's time to let go. The next class they havin' was a KH class. They move to the workshop as usual. Since then, Jane started to ignore someone again with heartless. But after the dimission of class, Kayla run to Jane and questioned her a few question. But Jane doesn't really have her question clear in her mind, because what in her mind was like, 'you wanna let go so I respect you although its hard for me, but you run to me again suddenly, so, what was your purpose for it actually?' Jane have totally no idea with her doubts. *sigh* 18th of July have gettin nearer, it was just this Saturday. But, there's something comes up in her mind, she found that she would probably quit of her joinning of 7K charity run. And what was she planning for tomorow was to attend her Tennis class, but at recent, problems comes up, so she would be like refresh her mind again to consider whether to join for her Tennis course of class. Jane was like, she totally have no faith that she could get rid of these things so soon. Turning her MSN status to busy was her first way to set herself easier. And without doubts around again. Just a simple network that letting her to go all around the world. And what was she wishing for now was just, end of July, please come faster!! URGH! And one thing that flash a few times back in her mind was, some word one of her friend told her yesterday. One of her friend said that, ' Why are some people ownning a detached private land big house but just ownning a few country-homemade-car.' *shock* This question was the question of Jane when she was in a younger age. Because she feel that the question was just like the situation of her. *laugh* It was miracle that someone would questioned her a question that she have though when she was in a younger age. xD Soon then she realize her dad was just the kind of people who like to invest in a bigger house and belonging but not a luxurious car thingy. How idiot and funny for what she though. Well, I think thats all from me today. Will continue my story in some other day when I'm free. Enjoying life is the best thing ever! : ) THE END.

The non-topic story

Well, first of all, not really in the mood to blog actually. But, it's a great way to spend some times on. Hmm.. I'm trying to blog in another way to show that the actual me. Well guess what? I'm going to be a Godmother for telling stories again. xD Once, there was a gurl name Jane, who come from a well-being family that live in a detached two and a half storey house. Life been joyful for her all the time. She was also a high school student. Studying every single day was just her duty on her age now. Being positive thinking and socializing , enjoying every where was just her first three character. What the damn thing she hates the most was people who are a liar or faker. Thats the most she anti- all the time. Not even a word will go through her ears if she found that you are a LIAR or FAKER! Doesn't matter if you were her family members nor bestbud, it's still the same result. Recently, she met a friend name Kayla. Dear, what was she call her as. Their relationship, wasn't like what you though. It was some kind of.... Complicated I think. But the best thing between them was, the word caring. Day before Jane met her, she swear that, she'll never drop into these kind of relationship again. And in the beginning, honestly, Jane wasn't really put the whole thinggy in her mind yet. But days after, the caring of Kayla melted her mind, and that made her drown again. But things changes now a days, they were way too honest before, but soon, now, things turn upside down. The more closer they are the percentages of honesty decreases. And trustworthy between them too. It probably turns, to the bad way. Jane was quite tired and do consider to quit before. She though that, this game should be over soon. But, soon then, she realize that she can't and she realize that every relationship do have problems occurs all the time. In the end, she decided to stay. She don't wanna deal this relationship as a buisness. Soon when every thing setted right, Jane totally have a great enjoyment in every call they have. Right. On the other matter, was, recently, Jane was still confusing how could she explain the whole thingy and how could she apologize to HER! Arhh!!! It's totally freakin' her mind off! She have confused the whole thingy for days! Urgh.. *sigh* It's the first time she couldn't handle a problem with great confidents and fantastic skill. She was probably, AFRAID???? ARH! No idea. And some addition problem again, someone was wanting a chance from her. Without consideration, you know that, the result of answer will be probably in the bad way. *sigh* But still, she attend his date while hanging the result. Actually, it's not a problem for Jane to reject, but the thing was, the guy was just a kind and guddy-man. By the way, he was a easy-meet friend of hers. What a silly problem! URGH! FCK OFF! Hmm.. I think that all for you today my dear bloggy. Don't feel hungry while I'm not here with you. *Laughs* xD My dear readers, take care. THE END.

Confession

It was friday. The relaxing day for me.. I have lots of fun at school today. I mean fooling around with my friend Heng? (Laughs) xD I'm really get out of control just now. When I calm downed at home, I'm wondering that, what the hack am I'm up to just now??! OMG. I'm just like a crazed one I think? (LOL) xD Didn't even thought that I can be this kindda crazy before. I thought I was mature enough. (LMAO) xD Althought it was fun enough for me, but, something still doubted me. It was her.. I wonder whats in her mind? I try to find some way to get her back like before, but, something comes up, it changes every thing.. Maybe it din't.. Maybe I'm just the one who think too much I think.. (sigh) I have no ways this time.. What if I tell a story this time? Hmm.. Well.. Once, there was a pair of bestfriend call Kayla and Jane. They was a pair of bestfriend almost like pooh and tigger. They never betray each other.. Never lie to each other.. Never let each other down.. Never let each other to be upset.. Never leave each other alone.. Althought they doesn't have a long relationship such a year or longer, but still, they care for each very much. Kayla, attituded like a narrow-minded person, and also, a worry-guts, she afraid that, their unmacthed horoscope will just made them ended with hurts one day. Jane was the one who is a positive thinker luckily, she always find ways to get Kayla out of that kindda thinking. Between every friends, family or neither couples will occurs problems sometimes, Jane, always try hard to prevent and solve problems between them. She try hard, to turn those probs to a smile on their face. Althought, Kayla was still a caring and hardworking person. The patiences of Jane and the caring of Kayla turns their relationship into a better way soon. It turns into a problem-free after an activity of confession when something seems unliked. In the end, their 2 months relationship turns to a year's relationship. But soon.. Something new comes up.. And, things started to change. There was a new comer between them. It was Heaster. The girl with skinny body and evil eyes looking. (LOL) xD Heaster was a hardworking girl same as Kayla. They was just vice versa for conclusion. Heaster comes up to them at a great time, because, by the time was the busy time for Jane. She doesn't have a great way to cheer Kayla up all the time, so, she let her self alone and let Kayla to have fun with Heaster all the time. By the way, it's the better way to be because Jane wasn't talented in homeworks like Heaster. Heaster could help more than her for Kayla. But since then, Jane and Kayla having lesser and lesser topic to talk with.. Honestly.. Jane was tired with it since she don't really know what's with Kayla's mind. Since then, she never get familiar to each again. What's she doing was just ignoring Kayla.. Althought, she regret doing it because she know it's hurt for Kayla. But, there's no other way for her.. The way she's dealing was, to let Kayla to be with the better person, Heaster, who brings her to the bright way and happiness. Well, I think thats for me today. I finish my story. I think it'll going to be another story sometimes. Not really in the mood to blog, words I'm using, was just WEIRD, CHILDISH & UNSUITABLE. AHHHHHHHHHHHH..... God, tell me what the hell is on my mind! I have no answers with it!! Could you answer me? (Laughs) xD Joking. Thats all!! TA-TA! THE END.