My dear bloggy... It's been a lot time I've blogged. Well.. The mood of blogging comes up suddenly. Actually, it was after I've read someone's blog. Well well well.. Words I've read was really touched me up and burst my tears out from the corner of my eye. I never thought you would say that. Honestly.. I hope you to know that, I actually are having the same feeling like you. Our friendship was really seems a miracle to me. I never thought that I would have friends like you. You're crazy, lazy, annoying, a worry-guts, and un-independent. You know what? I regret for din't really appreciate you before. Honestly, I found that I really have a great friend like you this year. Girl, if you could know this I would just want you to know one more thing. You know, you have really been a great friend to me. I mean, your honesty, your jokes, your sense of humour! I won't really be a optimistic person without you in those years. You know what? It's hard to me too for accepting this reality that we're going to be seperated to different class next year? Ouh God, it really takes hard for me because I have been sitting beside I think almost three years I guess. All the things we pass through, was the best memory I ever have recently. You have the best laughter ever among my friends! And do believe me, you are my bestfriend forever! I said this with, crossing my heart. You know, you played an really important role in my high school life. A part of my high school's best memories... I guess I'll miss laughing crazily with you starting up next year. But I hope you could really still hang out with me sometimes next year. You know that, my house door is always welcoming you! In fact, I have your cousins as my neighbour. Well yeah.. I hope at least I could leave a paragraph for your part in my blog. I think.. Thats better than nothing right? God, please bless her with all the best! And please, set devil off her because, she could be falling down easily. God! I've been taking her as my lil'sis in my heart. Hah! Now we got seperated. I strongly hope that our friendship won't faded forever! Anyway, I Love you Gurl! About my high school stuff, as I mentioned I really can't imagine how would I be in class without my perfect lil'friend. Soon as the subjects, I hope I could affort for choosing science stream. Because, hell no I'm going into accountant thingy stream! In fact, I'm really interested in science. I must face the reality no matter how it was! I know I can! *sigh* But I really still can't put up the smiley face. That's a fake for me now.. *sob* What happen to me.. Arrrhh come on, felt really reluctant in a sudden. No choices.. I guess that's the way God want us to be. Maybe there'll be another way waiting for us to discovered to get better. God, I trust on you very much! Please do bless me and my dear friend the best that you could! Thank you! Lastly, Gurl, well, I'm saying that.. Thanks for staying beside me all this time. I'll never ever forget about you! Not even a single laughter you gave before. You're the best! I love you! For now.. It's 03.30am. And it's surely time to say Bye!