Speechless.

Alright, first of all, let's pause for my Jane character for a post. In this post, I'll make it short, and clear. Days turning fast, it's almost the exam week now but I still unprepared due to problems occur recently. First, about my lappy, still confusing for whether Asus or Acer. I've heard Asus's quality were much more better than Acer, so that it's price was totally higher than Acer. But, the thing was, Acer was much more famous in Malaysia. When investigate yesterday afternoon. When I get back, the quarrel started. Someone change her mind suddenly, she's going to postpone my lappy welcome home plan to after my big examination this year! WTH! Thats totally a big NO for me!! I was totally in high temperature that time! Quarrel started and suddenly kareena gave a call, OMG, it's so hard to get control of my temper. I've working so hard for my investigation but you wanna postpone my plan? WHAT THE! The sound of slamming the door again, and the sound of higher voices. But soon, I turn back and controlling my temper to make their decision change. Thank God! With the helping of my eldest sis I'm going to fetch my lappy back after the celebration party of my house. Kayla call up again later, well.. I've asked for her confirmation of her attendence to my house celebration before. And also, she have rejected me but without reason, due to some reasons that day I dint continue for getting her reason. Soon, I ask for the reason in the phone, and she answer me that, she.... The problem was the feeling??!! Well.. I don't know what reason should I gave at this moment, I was just like, stun?? Well.. I can't describe my feelings, but, I just feel that it was like, am I too over? Or is she.... I don't know.. Maybe I was too over, I though we were both at high level but, she was worry about the feeling she have, and shows it's still a distance, so I feel that I have too over in it. So... I don't know... Speechless with it.. Maybe I should just turn it to normal..... Actually, I was just curious about her respond, wasn't that I wanna to force her to attend. So... I think I have to refresh myself, change my way I was, don't be too over again. And.. reflesh back to before, I was a person like, doesn't care too much for the others and thinking positive and not so emotional. Hmm.. Maybe I should turn back to that way. I don't know.. It's end of the month again. Financial problem was always a friend of mine at the end of the month. But, it'll leave me again very soon. Still considering to buy an extra phone again. Still considering to buy a hamster again. : D Well my dear bloggy, will talk u soon again. THE END.